Richael's Head Space

Im sorry

That's all that i can say

And i know it will never be enough

But for now, those words mean the most that they can

I dont have any control over this

It is not conscious, its as if im not even in my body anymore

im am not well

and while i am like this, im no good for anyone, or anything

i hope one day you will forgive me

and we can look at each other an know that eventhough it hurts so much right now, in this moment

that it was for the best.

i know that it is

its the only thing i am absolutely sure of, anymore

<3