Richael's Head Space

on thursday, along with new cool blue chucks and two sets of tapers, and a pair of plugs, i purchased a note book
theres nothing really all that special about it...really a last resort actually. I had searched high and low, even in austria, for a nice book to write in. i had one years ago, and i filled it with the contents of my head....and i wanted one that felt the same, but to no avail...

so i settled on one...at least it has lines in it...its pretty ordinary, nothing all that spesh about it...has army green and teal spots on the cover...

i need to start physically writing again...theres only so much my blog can take, ive realized that now...there are just some things that need to be kept, for yourself...and not so publicly broadcast


there is just so much i want to say, and express and write and show and let and allow...
i love being an open book (pardon the pun) ... its very hard for me to not put every little thought that pops into my head right here...its so easy...and then its forgotten...or at least i forget it...because its not a physical this...this exists somewhere out there...who knows were...


so yes, ive gotten a book. ill prolie bring it everywhere with me, like i did the last one, which i find very dangerous...my diary got nicked in kylemore, and i never got it back. that really shook me, a lot.
it was the first diary i ever finished, cover to cover...it had loads of things in it...us moving over...initial things...the starts of friendships...and then some ass hat stole it. there wasn't even anything of interest to anyone else to read...just my own shit...
and i never got it back :(

so, im feeling a bit wary of this new blank book.
i want to take to it...but i don't know if i will...
we'll just have to wait and see

hopefully it will discourage me from putting anything on here that i will one day regret...
then again...


:D

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